Tuesday, 31 January 2012

The Empty City Cover

As part of my interview exchange with Berit, she asked me to pick out one of my photos/images that I would have used as the cover for The Empty City. I am honoured by this request. Though it was very tough as the original cover is ideal for Berit's story. I also have few very photos of cities, preferring landscapes. So I thought about the idea of silence and have chosen two covers. My first cover reflects a space where one may connect with silence and begin that journey of being unpicked by it. My second cover represents a city at night.

The original cover by Michele Pandini and Wandeclayt M., design: Tom Brierley:


I like this cover a lot, the crisp clinical futuristic buildings and sharp colours and reflections appear serene on the outside, whilst hiding the internal noise. The font is also ideal, with the disconnected Es. I would buy The Empty City on the strength of this cover alone.

My first cover:


I have removed the city and replaced it with a space for reflecting, a place to unpick that internal noise. The steps represents this courageous journey.

My Second Cover:

At night the business district of cities often remain lit despite being empty, they can appear beautiful, but are also an ugly waste of energy; it is the perspective we create that influences how we connect with that space, allowing or blocking the surrounding silence.

It has been enjoyable to engage with a fellow writer's work and offer my perspective.

I highly recommend the The Empty City to you, it fascinates me. You can read the beginning chapters at The Empty City, where you can also buy a copy.

Monday, 30 January 2012

Interview Exchange with Berit Ellingsen

Berit Ellingsen and I have interviewed each other about writing and our recent book releases. My interview with Berit is at Berit Ellingsen Interview, where she discusses her influences, why she self published The Empty City and her current writing projects.

'I hope that it will inspire the readers to listen to the silence in themselves, or that it is simply an enjoyable story. Reading is so subjective and the same story will look very different from reader to reader. I hope the readers will find something of value in the story, but what that consists of, is entirely up to the reader.'

Whilst Berit interviews me at her website, Berit Ellingsen, where I discuss Living Room Stories and my personal journey.

'Who am I? At times I feel I have a secure sense of self, centred on creativity, be it writing, art or photography, both to understand and express myself. At others it is as if a carpet has been pulled from under me by my self critic, fierce and unrelenting; it is in the unknown battles with my self critic I find myself falling. However due to these battles I believe I am moving to a state of curiosity and away fear in my way of being, which I am expressing via my writing.'

The final part to this interview exchange will be posted tomorrow, where I respond to Berit's request for an image I would have used as the cover to The Empty City.

Berit Ellingsen Interview


Welcome Berit Ellingsen to Decoding Static. I met Berit via twitter, where we began our friendship by discussing similarities in our writing regarding the sense of self and now support each other's writing. Berit's The Empty City has been on my wanted list since reading the chapters she posted on line, I enjoy the sense of space she creates. My interview with Berit discusses her influences, why she self published The Empty City and her current writing projects.



You describe yourself as a Norwegian writer, what do you mean by this description?
The majority of my fellow writers and readers come from the US, the UK or Canada. Since I grew up outside of the English speaking world, my background might be a little different in terms of upbringing, education, cultural references and literary traditions. For example has the Norwegian and Scandinavian landscape and nature influenced my writing a lot.

Does your job as a science journalist influence your writing?
Science in general, and biology, genetics and space science, which is what I mostly write about, has definitely influenced my fiction writing. Some stories are inspired by science or set in the world of scientists, it’s science in fiction. Other stories are science-fiction or take place in the future.

Do any particular experiences, philosophies, theories, writers influence your writing?
Any writer or writing one spends time with will influence one’s writing, I think. Through literary journals, the writer community Fictionaut and social media, I’ve come into contact with many writers whose writing has been very learning and inspiring.

When it comes to philosophy, the Indian sage Ramana Maharshi, as well as Bob Adamson, Douglas Harding, Harsh K. Luthar, Jerry Katz, and Scott Kiloby, amongst others, have influenced me a lot.

You describe your novel The Empty City as a story about silence, care to say more?
Many philosophies and contemplative traditions speak of a silence and an emptiness (or fullness) that relaxes the everyday worries and challenges that all of us encounter. Most of what is written about this silence is non-fiction or poetry. I wondered if it was possible to write a story about it, and that experiment became The Empty City.

Using words to describe silence may seem like a contradiction, but in reading or writing, the silence between the words are as important as the words themselves, or their perceived meaning.

What (if any) impression do you hope The Empty City will leave on the reader?
I hope that it will inspire the readers to listen to the silence in themselves, or that it is simply an enjoyable story. Reading is so subjective and the same story will look very different from reader to reader. I hope the readers will find something of value in the story, but what that consists of, is entirely up to the reader.

What led you to self publish The Empty City? How have you found self publishing?
When I finished The Empty City I only knew about one publisher that published similar books, but they had only released non-fiction and a few poetry volumes.

I also wanted The Empty City to be a charity project for World Wildlife Fund. As a former biologist, climate change and the reduction of biodiversity is a personal hobby horse. Thus, I wanted half of the sales for The Empty City to go to working for biodiversity. I didn’t believe any publisher would allow that, especially not in the current economic climate. But I have seen two recent novels that also were charity projects, so I might have been wrong about that.

I didn’t find self-publishing faster or easier than I imagine working with a publisher is. The work went through many rounds with a professional editor and me. I also hired a talented graphic designer, Tom Brierley, to make the cover and the website. The freedom to choose designer and cover design was the most fun in the process.

Editing, formatting and the rest of the publishing process took a lot of time and effort and I learned a lot about publishing by doing it. One has to do the marketing oneself and that is the part of self-publishing I like the least. Connecting with readers and other writers is the fun part of it.

The last two stories of yours I have read both occur within a museum. Are museums important to you? Is there a reason why they appear in your writing?
It’s interesting that the two museum stories were published at the same time, because they were written years apart. But I do enjoy museums and that’s where I usually go when I visit a new city, before or after the shopping round.

As a scientist it’s easy to imagine all the hard work that goes into finding the artifacts in even just a small exhibition, and how demanding it is to preserve it correctly. I also enjoy watching the craftsmanship from other ages and cultures, not to mention their stories. Museums are fascinating places.

How was your NaNoWriMo experience? Will there be a novel as a result of it?
I had written a long draft the month before. I signed up for NaNo to add more to that draft, but when NaNo started, work got so busy I had to take a break from writing and failed NaNo. However, I still have the draft from October which I can develop.

You appear in prolific form regarding your writing lately (i.e. the recent number of publications), what is behind this?
I started sending out stories to literary journals I knew about or I knew friends submitted to. Then I read more journals and was fascinated by how different they were and the variation in forms and style and how well the writers used language and narrative. It was a new world of writing that seemed more innovative and faster moving than published books, so I kept writing and submitting.

I also had several stories, some from years back, that I polished up and submitted. In the beginning it’s difficult because you don’t know where to submit or what rejections really mean. But it’s a process of becoming familiar with the field.

In Norway there are no MFA programs in creative writing, writers take MFAs in literature, languages, journalism or advertising. They submit their work directly to the publisher, no agents needed. Thus, seeing the US system of MFA programs, university publications and literary journals was both surprising and educating.

What are your future writing plans?
I’m currently seeking publisher for a collection of short stories and I’m writing more of them. Inspired by your work, I think that if I self-publish more, I would want it to be hand bound or hand written in some form.

Anything else you like to say?
Thank you very much for the interview exchange and for the interest in The Empty City!
There’s more info about The Empty City and several chapters online at The Empty City. I blog at Berit Ellingsen.

Thank you too Berit for your time and answers. I wish you well with The Empty City and your short story collection. I recommend you check Berit's writing out, she has a number of short stories currently available in some very interesting online writing journals.

Thursday, 19 January 2012

Living Room Stories Second Edition


I am pleased to announce that the Second Handmade edition of Living Room Stories is now available to buy, after the first edition sold out in 36 days! In early October 2011 inspired by Ólafur Arnalds' Living Room Songs I wrote a story a day for seven days. The resulting seven short stories are about love, memories, hurt and hope. I have reordered the stories into a linear retelling for the physical release. Copies are available for £5.00 (includes postage to anywhere in the world (via paypal)). The second edition will be limited to 50 copies. There will not be a third edition, this is it! The cover is a new transparent print (above). The cover art is a print of the art I produced for Tricia, who won the Mensis Liber giveaway. Each of the stories are printed on individual double sided cards with accompanying art or photography, housed in a seven inch record sleeve. Each copy is signed.




'Living Room Stories is a highly original project. And you sense this before reading a single word. ... Related to this is Harrod’s extraordinary ability to attach a lyrical and poetic quality to his descriptions. ... it is an artistic interpretation, a beautiful tribute to a fellow artist’s work, and represents an innovative means of finding inspiration. It would be no exaggeration to say that I have not taken pleasure out of a reading ‘experience’ quite like this before. ... Harrod’s work should be regarded as a new form that calls on influences from literature, poetry and music. This project is a stunning marriage of the three, and I cannot wait to see what comes next.' Read Rory's review at Sabotage.

If you are interested in reviewing or interviewing please get in touch via email: decodingstatic@gmail.com or @decodingstatic on twitter.

Living Room Stories Sabotage Review

Rory O'Sullivan over at Sabotage has reviewed Living Room Stories and I am very happy with the review, a very pleasant surprise when I came across it last night.

'Living Room Stories is a highly original project. And you sense this before reading a single word. ... Related to this is Harrod’s extraordinary ability to attach a lyrical and poetic quality to his descriptions. ... it is an artistic interpretation, a beautiful tribute to a fellow artist’s work, and represents an innovative means of finding inspiration.'

'What a collection this is. It would be no exaggeration to say that I have not taken pleasure out of a reading ‘experience’ quite like this before. ... Harrod’s work should be regarded as a new form that calls on influences from literature, poetry and music. This project is a stunning marriage of the three, and I cannot wait to see what comes next.'

Read Rory's review at Sabotage.

Thank you Rory.

Wednesday, 28 December 2011

#amwriting blog post

Today over at #amwriting I talk about layers to meaning and taking risks with how we publish our writing.

'I encourage other writers to be curious with how they present their words and am very interested in seeing what happens when the boundaries are pushed.'

Read An Individual Approach to Writing. As is traditional with my writing it is in between the lines that I ask of the reader and other writers to push those boundaries.

Thursday, 22 December 2011

National Short Story Day

Today is the shortest day of the year, it is also National Short Story Day. To celebrate this I am sharing with you my short story, twilight. Like many of my stories, twilight appears wrapped in sadness, but there is an under current of love; the love of a broken heart that corrodes all other love. There is also strength and a glimmer of hope; we never truly give up. It feels rather apt it is set in the Arctic twilight as today is the winter solstice; the darkness will recede in time and the light will grow.


twilight

This is years of neglect. This is years of decay. Writing faster, this place is sad. He re-reads the words, allowing each to resonate inside.
‘Escape is no answer,’ he mutters, throwing his pad on the fire.
The paper is greedily consumed and the burst of heat subsides. He stares out across the Arctic twilight; the blue infused light is at its peak. The mountains tower like etchings belonging to legends of old.
The red roses fell like scattered goodbyes. He gripped tightly to his. He refused to say goodbye. His daughter gripped his leg tightly; he felt her tears seep through his trousers.
‘A coward. I was a coward. I am a coward,’ he curses.
‘This place is sad,’ he repeats.
He scratches at his beard, his sole accomplishment and that’s just neglect. She’ll be eight now. She was going to be here eighteen months ago.
The exhaust fumes hung in the air, waiting. He pictured the gases filling her lungs, poisoning her. He thought, she needs somewhere pure. He ran first. Sold up. Her Grandparents were keen to look after her, wanting a connection, needing a replacement.
He pins her drawings up. She sends one every week. He doesn’t look at them. Always her, Mummy and him, Daddy.

‘This place is sad,’ he repeats quietly to the blue light.
He remembers their chatter, their laughter, their coughs, the rustling of wrappers, of papers. He remembers their different voices, hearing their conversations. Sat on the edge, he would turn up his mp3 blocking out their joy.
He stretches out his hand. He wants to connect. To feel another’s touch. What did I expect? Her memories to avoid the cold of the ice? The cold of my heart?
The fire is dying. He walks inside, tripping against a crate of empty bottles. He reaches for the fridge door, a beer, an automatic reaction. A fine tuned technique for forgetting. He flicks the cap off, it clatters to the floor. He takes a sip, the taste, acidic. A surge hits him, he begins to cry and drops the bottle. He walks out. He picks up a stick and places it in the fire, it flickers alight, he tips it up, the flame grows. He walks back in and holds it close. Her thick yellow crayon. That same blond hair. He walks out again. He walks. His feet crunch the fresh snow.

To read more short stories visit National Short Story Day.

Wednesday, 21 December 2011

eleven/11


2011 saw my first release, Living Room Stories, which surprised me by selling out; nicer than that were the comments I received. Thank you. The funny thing about Living Room Stories is that it felt such a natural set of stories to tell; the idea struck me and with little thought I went with it. I then had a desire to finish a project and so released the handmade edition. An organic process; Living Room Stories is me and perhaps much of what I have been chasing.

In 2012 I plan to release tearing at thoughts, a collection of my writing, art and photography from the past nine years, it will include work not previously shown including All Hands are Made of Sin:

'...I stare at my hands, folding them together, my face crumbles. I hear him say ‘Let it out’, but I gulp down the solid lump. I sip more water. I look at my 6 fingers. I hear the jeweller’s laughter. She heard the smash of the glass as I slammed her face onto and through the counter.
           ‘I didn’t want to be alone.’ The words slip out.
'

I'd also like to point you to an interview I did with Dan over on eight cuts as my answers are my reflections on where I am now:

'Urban landscapes can be empty, but a scratch here and a scrape there and they begin to open up, as I connect with that space I sense and feel a beauty, a uniqueness, another option. It is the edge of cities that interest me, forgotten areas, often left to nature to reclaim. It is in this reclamation there is growth.'

I have at long last reclaimed myself and I am hopeful it is sustainable.

Tuesday, 20 December 2011

Book of the Year 2011

My 2011 book of the year is:


'Trapdoor is infused with sadness and I wouldn’t have it any other way, it is this sadness, and the emotional attachment it brought out of me, that has so much to tell us about being alive. To feel alive we have to trust ourselves and our perspectives, not the voices of others.'

Trapdoor lived with me long after I closed the cover for the last time; it doesn't so much as haunt me but acts as a constant reminder of the power of love. I asked Vix for her reaction:

'I'm delighted and humbled by Andy's selection of my novel Trapdoor as his book of the year pick. Given that the story was such an intense, personal journey, it means the world to know that it's not only reaching but resonating with its audience. Being gifted with this response both enheartens and encourages me to continue to craft such works, even as I've rewritten the first four pages of my next novel over a dozen times in frustration! I want to thank Andy, and all the readers who've shared Raven and Pegasus's story, for all their support'

To read more about Trapdoor and to buy visit Trapdoor at Lost Violet Press. You can also read my review and interview.

Friday, 16 December 2011

d i s t o r t i o n

Green leaves & White berries.
                                               i Watch. 
                                                            We Embrace. 
                                                                                  We Kiss. 
                                                                                                tears Drip.


I didn't get much further.
A black screen and applause. SILENCE.
Northern Lights in grey; 
                                         squealing guitars explode.

                                                                                    an echo fades
A lone figure.
NOISE,                                                                            BLACK. 
noise. black.


I could be describing my shattered mind. I could be.

'The imploding anger. I lose the present.'

consider.
consider.